too much in my head!

Friday, March 12, 2010, 7:20 PM
yesterdayy,went straight after school to watch "dear john" with jingwen and jiaxin.
its was a very touching show,although it didn't make me cry,it drew back all the memories i had,the scenes were like what i longed for and had no freaking guts to do it.

after that,we wanted to have coffee but it was too expensive.
scary prices and it may not taste nice.
so we ordered fruit juice.
den after recieving a call from aqil,we all rushed to woodlands.
quite a long journey and i dread it becos...
those two women just keep repeating the same song again and again.
it goes like this:"Hi,my name is jess.I've got a cat ,a man and a family.
i go to work at a mushroom factory.One day,my boss he said to me.hey jess can u press the button with your left hand pls."
gosh,i hate it!
was like damm irritated and at the same time felt entertained!
hahas
reach causeway point and went to pizza hut,FULL HOUSE!
neh neh!
so we waited.
and waited.
AND WAITED!
finally we came to a compromise.
we ask them to split us.
we don't mind.
as we are running short of time.

okays,we wanted to reach there in time,so eating and whatever all takes time.
just kept hurrying them to eat faster and all.
okays,obviously we are late.
hahas.
so,we all decide to run.
those girls who wore heels,took out their heels to run and the boys help the girls carry their bags.
we all ran there like mad ppl!
was like SUPER DUPER COOL!!!
should have taken a shot of it!
hahas;D
we reached there in time!
hahas

after shine,we took a lot of photos!
the photographer is a very good one!
thanks kayying!for every single pretty shot of ME!
hahas;D

we totally rock the house manzszzzssxxx
hahas.
walking to the mrt station i was talking to shu xian about forever love.
we were like saying there isn't such thing as that.
though there was a period i thought eternal love exist.
it may exist in other ppl life,but NOT mine!
love and relationships will never be like korean dramas and some drama serials.
our age,its only crush and puppy love.
it will never be lasting.
to think of it,its rather true.
wait for the suitable age,and it will be the right time.

don't you think it is not worth.
if you guys will not end up marrying each other,den might as well not start at all.

after all this discussion was rather upset with my family.
yup,i do have a family.
but to my ____does she want me here?
asking me to go and die?
is it what you really want?
for such a small matter????
sometimes i really think i do not belong there!



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