feeling like...a failure.

Friday, March 5, 2010, 7:38 AM
todayy as usual,had odac training.
felt damn useless.
cant even do simple things.
tiredness kills.
just a simple prusik up and abseil down also suck!
damn bloody screwed,just like my shit life.
neh neh,re-do so many times.
failure.

after odac training,saw the SJAB camp.
totally shock and had green eyes.(envy)
the way they scold their cadets are very firm.
how i wish ODAC have the basic discipline and the basic respect for the seniors.
gosh,ODAC is so puny compared to them(for discipline)
whereas,ODAC is much much muchhhh more BONDED than them!!!


Life's real failure is when you do not realize how close you were to success when you gave up.Love is not affectionate feeling, but a steady wish for the loved person's ultimate good as far as it can be obtained



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