Thursday, September 3, 2009, 12:44 AM
i know its gonna be contradicting.from what i have been saying.
but that is what i really feel inside.
i dunno whether i should actually share it..but..
hmm,okays.
i used to think that the start of the relationship was a stupid thing.
everytime we quarrel i use the start of the relationship is a "mistake" and am regretting it then.
but,those were words that were trying to make him guilty.to show my anger.
the truth is,i really dun feel that way.
i feel that i had never regretted being in that relationship.
i feel life should be lived without regrets.
if life is full of regrets,its gonna be a sad sad life.
since he alr decide to move on..
to be honest,i think i am kinda happy.he wants to move forward alr;)
maybe i should really give him my blessings with his new (ermmm)..
this is easily said than done.
sometimes i really want to know.why some ppl can change so fast.if i really had a choice..i am gonna stop whatever i had asked him to do for me.
i will tell the ppl around me not to change.
why is impossible made up of i'm possible?
when the meaning of it is so negative?"impossible is made up of i'm possible",doesnt it sound familar?
can this actually motivate ppl?
maybe yes maybe no.but definately its hurting ssome other people deeply.
mood really bad these days.hmm..
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