Monday, September 14, 2009, 4:38 AM
back from sabah.as well as two star.
i really think i nid to reflect myself as a person.
throughout the expedition,i know it myself.
i have under-perform.
its not anything or who to be blame.
its me.
for i am the one who is controlling everything.
seriously,this expedition has been a fruitful one.
i've learnt a lot abt odac as well as myself.
i know i cant do things right when things are wrong.
i think that is wad i am actually lacking of.
i cant work with certain ppl for sure,there will be conflicts.
and i cant work under pressure or unbearable circumstances.
and i cannot be a positive person when i am negative.
i think negatively.
i am not as great as i thought i was.
i did not know,ppl actually find me a uncontrollable person.
sorry,ppl just hates jesslyn.
i really think,its me.
but,i'm sure the passion and drive is still within me.
i guess it just haven't shown yet.
i dun wan to give a trip report right now.
cause its gonna bore u guys out.
so,just the feelings will do.
i guess its better.becos u have not been to that place.
overall,its a wonderful experience.
although we din reach to the top.
in exhange,we achieve more than others.
i guess its a blessing in disguise.
try not to be so upset people.
cheer up!!=P
i miss sabah!
2 star
its really a great experience too.
i overcome a lot of things.
my fears and pushed myself to work with people i cant work with.
despite knowing the fact that i am hated,i am still going to continue on being a bad guy,me!
its just me!
hahas;D
next goal:achieving the 3 star personal award..
last thing,I LOVE ALL MY LAO GONG!
I don't know how you do what you do