Friday, August 28, 2009, 7:50 PM
ytd was a pretty emotional day for me.i guess no one will understand how i am feeling.
i am not willing to talk abt it.
i wan to talk abt it.but i'm feeling scared.
becos it will change ppl's point of view of me.
so,better keep it a secret in me.
freaking bad mood abt the things that happened.
felt that the promises were created to be broken.
what'man of his words' all rubbish mans!
those were things that motivated me to continue,sometimes.
but now,things change drastically.
u are different.
were u born to let ppl hate,i am sure no one is born evil.
andd,during odac.
it was okay,til this person..
said what..u must improve ur english.den i pointed out to him..
i feel there isn't any grammer errors.
den he said,"eh,u used this word'_____'..wow!so smart!"
bloody hell sarcastic!
i feel like what..u despise the NA ppl luhs!
like u are any better,the special student who always think he is so great at everything..
den what,combine class!
bullshit luhs!go eat shit lor!
bloody hell,he owe me an apology!
if u feel there is a need to change ur attitude,den change it luhs..
i thought changing was said to an easy thing to do?
i feel very sad that why is he like that.is it actually becos of me?
but on the contary,i felt..why should i make myself the cause of it.becos i cant control what he thinks and do.