Wednesday, August 12, 2009, 5:36 AM
just like everyone say,people do change.sometimes becos u are not with this person anymore..u tend to find that he/she has changed.
maybe for the better.who knows.
sometimes its just your illusion.
i really dunno how to handle things.sometimes its the way i look at certain things.
hoping for a change in destiny,or something better.
turning out to be disapointment.
i just wan to be happy,feel loved again.
feeling the same love and happiness again.
it may not be how long the time u spend with ur love ones,its that moment of happiness u felt with him/her.
maybe one sec,u still feel everything is worth.
sometimes,i dunno why ppl just dun get this logic.
feeling loved is something rather happy,not tiring.
if one party is tired alr,theres seriously no point in everything.
its just like..it takes two halfs to form a whole.
logic is the same.analogize.
sometimes when u arent with that person anymore,u tend to feel...hmmm.cant describe it.
sometimes,just reflect on what u do.
maybe u will find the answers.
i feel that something's amiss,i feel i am kinda off the track everyone is on..i reflect on what i do to ppl and how will i feel if i were the person i was mistreating at.
if i feel bad,i guess...i should really change.
though...i feel that changing for a person thats not worth doing so.
DONT DO IT.
the big and small thing.its an internal joke.just reflect ppl...yellow is fugly.
had a fun odac training todayy.
jesslyn is just trying to be HAPPY without him.i dun wan to cling on any longer.should be trying had to distant him.