Friday, July 10, 2009, 5:11 AM
ppl,i want be happy.so i am gonna blog abt happy things
i rmb i told the relief tcher that day,we are laughing hysterically cause we are happy.
izzit true that i am really happy.?
i guess i shud be.
its time to let go.
the earth is not going to stop revolving becos u want to stay there.
so,life still have to go on.
having a friend like jiaxin i good,cause she only knows how to cheer u up.
she doesnt probe abt ur stuff.i know that doesnt mean she doesnt care.its she just wan me to be happy.
i guess,thats how i interpret it.
somehow,in a way.
i just feel..its time to move on and let go.
just that i will always have this feeling,avoid is what u want right?
okays,i will do it..
or another thing,love you?or hate you?--izzit something wich i can control?
u wan me to hate you ba?i guess it explains all.being all so _________.
and,memories..abt that...
i've got solution.
spend more time with friends,family.and keep urself occupied.
got tons of feeling..gosh,its like i feel very weird..
maybe its cause i cant adapt to it just yet.
give me time yea?
another MAJOR feeling..
its disapointment?
the change in u,just totally frightened me.
somehow,in some way.
totally freaked me out
not only ME that seen the difference.
this long post shud be titled:to forget you plus our memories.
离开我，是为了我好。
我宁可对我不好。