Friday, July 3, 2009, 5:16 AM
ohh..todayy,was a hmmm...kinda weird day.
maybe after the talk i had with jingwen,somehow got a little enlightened.
she said:"think it as u have even much more time for ur friends and family..like u can spend more time on hnging out with ur friends and spend time with ur mother--since u love her so much"
i guess i nid a break too..
he is tired of putting a mask that doesnt belong to him.
maybe he shud find someone who can really accept him for who he really is.
cos,putting a mask that is not u,is like ermmm,acting..
means u are like being the someone that the person like,and not u..
aiya,if dun understand,den nvm..cos i dunno how explain.
reason why he shud be happy?ohh,figured it out..
several reasons of it..
- he can be himself,once again.
- he does not have to put on mask as he does when he is with me.
- he is not being controlled/restricted by someone,just being himself.
- he does not nid to act like someone i like..
- he is free!!free of jesslyn.
恭喜你,终于摆脱我了。掌声鼓励鼓励!!
he is now happy with whoever he likes,clique around like...ermm..can say whatever he wants to.like,ermmm...aiya..
nvm.complicated.just wait and see.