Friday, July 3, 2009, 5:16 AM
ohh..
todayy,was a hmmm...kinda weird day.
maybe after the talk i had with jingwen,somehow got a little enlightened.
she said:"think it as u have even much more time for ur friends and family..like u can spend more time on hnging out with ur friends and spend time with ur mother--since u love her so much"
i guess i nid a break too..
he is tired of putting a mask that doesnt belong to him.
maybe he shud find someone who can really accept him for who he really is.
cos,putting a mask that is not u,is like ermmm,acting..
means u are like being the someone that the person like,and not u..
aiya,if dun understand,den nvm..cos i dunno how explain.

reason why he shud be happy?ohh,figured it out..
several reasons of it..
  1. he can be himself,once again.
  2. he does not have to put on mask as he does when he is with me.
  3. he is not being controlled/restricted by someone,just being himself.
  4. he does not nid to act like someone i like..
  5. he is free!!free of jesslyn.

恭喜你,终于摆脱我了。掌声鼓励鼓励!!

he is now happy with whoever he likes,clique around like...ermm..can say whatever he wants to.like,ermmm...aiya..

nvm.complicated.just wait and see.




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