NEITHER ME NOR YOU.its US!

Sunday, March 29, 2009, 10:58 PM
if u were to ask,did anything change after that 5 days..
i will say yes!
almost everything changed..but one thing,did the feeling changed?
i wonder,maybe ur life will be much happier without me
i dun belong to ur circle of friends and stuff
seems to me like this relationship is going nowhere..as we are like no doing anything to manage this relationship well..
i think i am fantasizing all along
thinking that u will be a great boyfriend and stuff
but u are a simple guy.who doesnt think too deeply into stuff
cant multitask and stuff
i shud not expect too much
its my fault
i hav too high expectation
i cant adapt to ur "environment"
i feel that we are not suitable to be together
i dunno
i just feel pressured.
do u feel that too..sooner or later,i wun be able to cope everything.
my brain is going towards the danger zone
bursting soon
my last resort..venting it here!
maybe we will be tired of each other one day
boys and girls think totally different..
girls wan a perfect relationship,well..not in this case..but not hoping for a perfect boyfriend
well,boys...
they just wan a girlfriend to show off to their guy friends?erm,or even becos they like that girl and stuff.just with that simple reason..
i dunno
boys are far too simple
girls are just too complicated..
fantasize things that are sometimes impossible
but still having a thinking it may become possible one day

well,people..this are just like 1/20 of my comments on this relationship
i will continue next time..becos apparently.i dun have the time to vent it ALL out here..;/



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