i am sick and tired of crying everyday after the 5 days!
Friday, March 27, 2009, 11:48 PM
why?i am just disappointed.
i dunno why
i realised i am a scary person
with retarded emotions.
moodswings like shit
having no mood for the camps
bloody irritated by the LEAD POTASSIUM for the obs camp
but overall,congrats to me..jesslyn pulled through
i was disappointed in everything
i was expecting too much?
was i?
me,you or us?
i felt as though we were strangers
evrything did not turn out as wad i expected.
i hav nothing to say.
its already in my heart.
trust?
how?teach me someone!!
its very difficult to build confidence already,whats more..TRUST..
although,its only a 5 letter word..but it weighs alot!
its a BIG thing for jesslyn to do!
it take two ppl to carry on this task.
so its US not YOU or ME!