another day for a boring kid
Thursday, February 26, 2009, 3:14 AM
haiz.its been one day.
i have been ignoring tis person
its making my mood go haywire
i really dunno how should i react to the second injury.
had mishandled it the first time
really dunno what to do
save me someone
i really cannot stand the bloody cycle of me getting angry for STUPID reasons that he was unaware of
then he apologising for wadever he tinks he had done wrong
why?
perhaps i am tired
seriously,my body has been trembling from last night til now.
its not reacting to the situation
sometimes is not want or not then things can be done
sometimes it depends on can or not
i really cant seem to forget that incident
u have hurt me so deeply
i really dun get wad did i do to deserve such treatments
u and him is the same,just that it hurts even more now
i really am in a crazy state of mind right now
he just seem to be so nonchalent bout tis incident
but he claims to be affected!
i sometimes think its contradicting
he broke my heart!
he is the source of my emotions.the ups and downs!
u are controlling it!
i du get why it always me!
izzit fun seeing me eing the fool in this kind of situation
does it thrills u?does it make u have the EXCITEMENT!
okays,if it is,u have u motive done!
haiz!
the confidence of holding a relationship is already gradually coming back after the previous setback.
because of this...it seriously dampen my mood luhhs!i have to heal once again.
can someone tell me how to hate?
how to not love someone so deeply!
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