Friday, May 23, 2008, 9:05 PM
ok..ytd was the last day of bloody school
have no idea why i am not been in the mood of end of school lor
unlike last year
everyone was like bloody high
mayb its cos of results?
maybe they are just tired?
has
various reasons of not high!
but i have my reason of not being high cos i am tinking
that last day of school is a happy occasion
sian
but he is not with me
i guess over is over
no point tinking of it anymore
but the mentality of his presence is kind of still there
haiz..
i am emo-ing now
cos of stupid reasons
haiz..i am a fool to tink that he is tinking of me rite now
stupid me
how can i b so dumb
oh ya,i forgot i am a stupid girl
rahhs
i really have no mood to do anything like playing maple
the reason why i dun wan to start maple is becos i dun wan get addicted
i just wan to get on with life
i tink..in the first place
i shud not have taken the initiative
its all my fault
cant blame anyone
rahhs
its all a mistake
zhi yi kai shi jiu shi ge cuo wu
i tink i nid to leave all the things to fate
i will never experience true love'
well at this age,there will not be true love can?
its just the matter of both parties puting their best in evrything
i tink i became slightly more mature after this
its rather difficult for me to say i have totally no feelings for him now
but i can tell u that i still have not forgot abt him
ytd was supposely our second month
supposed!
i tot we can even last till his birthday la
but i tot that was rather negative
becos i have no confidence in building this relationship single-handedly
so i wun dare to say we will last
but i just can say i did my best in saving this realtionship
but the word'try' is really useless
i din see the results on trying
i tink its very saddening
but i can firmly say that i have no regrets in starting tthe 17 day long relationship with him
its was enjoyable
haiz
i dun wan talk bout this le