Thursday, April 10, 2008, 6:13 PM
tt saturday was very happy and emo cos, i spent the whole day wif him and at the same time tinking tt he will ask me for stead but who knows he told me tt he dun wan a relationship as his previous relationship is very painfulhe said he wasnt ready
so,i cried my hearts out
he pei me go my ah ma hse
we actually did so much things together
and we r not bf and gf
haiz..i tink its jus fate tt we cant b together ba
thats wad i tot at tt time
so i also tot tt he was pretending to like me
so i told him that if u dun like me dun pretend to,cos it hurt really
he even said that he din wan to start a relationship wif me cos he dun wan me to becos of him cry
but i told him he already did!
i cried like siao,tap loose
screw loose
the nxt day was a sunday i used to love sunday alot cos i can slp after my tutition
but that day was a very unhappy day.i thought
in the morning of 23rd march 2008,10.02 am he smsed me saying that instead of asking me to wait for him for like 4 years,he told me y not try to last
i was like erm...okay?
den he told me,"jesslyn.will u let me try and hold ur hands and name me ur tiamo
roughly like that ba
i was like ok..
den he say,"wo yuan yi,ni ne?
i was like wo ye yuan yi
i am damn happy tt time
haiz
den we spent those 'happy' days together
those days'we chatted on phone and tell him tt he wasnt taking enough initiative
and asked him is he going to do abt it?
he asked me on 9 april 2008,9.51 pm
he said can i ask u a question?
i was like..in my mind i have already thought of he breaking up with me le..
expected de lor
i replied yes
den shall we put our couple status aside?can we proceed on to b very close frens first?i replied crying.but din wan my sister to see everything so i waited for my sister to slp le
den cry
luckily my mother came back late that time..
haiz
i was damn sad lor
haiz
dun wan talk bout it le
x(